Fay
Shibari Artist
Dancer - Yogi
Hello there! My name is Nadia, also known as Fay. Both names hold significant meaning for me, reflecting different aspects of my journey. Growing up in Maine, my parents provided me with a nurturing environment that instilled love, compassion, and a deep connection with the Earth. Homeschooled by my wonderful parents, I received valuable lessons in kindness and empathy.
My dad, my best friend and unwavering supporter, taught me the essence of unconditional love. And my mom, a garden fairy and yoga teacher, shared her wisdom of casting spells and manifesting dreams. They shaped my upbringing and influenced my path in profound ways.
During my transition into adulthood, my parents' divorce and the struggles faced by my friends with their mental health created a deep sense of purpose within me. Witnessing their pain and their thoughts of self-harm compelled me to embark on a journey of helping others. I came to realize that everyone has the power to help themselves, and I found my role as a facilitator of healing and safe spaces.
At the age of 20, I met my soulmate and life partner under the enchanting glow of a full moon. His presence in my life has been transformative, teaching me invaluable lessons about self-discovery and growth. It was also under that same moon that I encountered Shibari, an art of rope bondage that resonated deeply with me.
During a camping trip in Acadia National Park, my partner and I received a profound calling, which would later become the Shibari Healing Collective. It is both a business and a message—a way to bring people together in a supportive community and offer various forms of alternative somatic healing to individuals.
Through my personal journey with Shibari and BDSM, I have experienced tremendous healing. For me, Shibari is a space of authentic self-expression, a practice that grounds me in my body and cultivates mindfulness and presence through breath. It intertwines closely with yoga, a sibling practice that helps me transcend the limitations of my mind and reconnect with my physical being.
Beyond self-expression, Shibari and BDSM have offered transformative possibilities by allowing the challenging events of my past to be reimagined as positive and consensual experiences. During my teenage years, as my friends struggled, I carried their burdens, engaging in self-harm and neglecting my own well-being. Today, through BDSM, I can explore sensations and endure challenging physical impacts from a place of self-love, rather than self-hate. It has been instrumental in my personal growth and well-being.
Through my own healing journey, I have become deeply aware of the trauma that resides within our bodies, accumulated through various life experiences. This understanding has inspired me to delve into somatic healing, acknowledging, releasing, transforming, and understanding this trauma through alternative practices.
Today, I wear many hats—I am a yoga teacher, Thai massage practitioner, guided meditation facilitator, Shibari and BDSM practitioner, and a holder of Contact Beyond Contact space. Additionally, I find joy in performing as Fay, expressing myself artistically, and embracing all that life has to offer.
Join me on this extraordinary path as we explore healing, self-discovery, and the power of community. Together, let us create spaces of safety, transformation, and personal growth.
Photographers looking to spice up their portfolio
As your Shibari model, I'm not just here to add a touch of magic to your photography portfolio, I'm here to ignite it with a burst of spice! Think of me as more than a model, but as a fiery creative partner in this exhilarating art form. Sure, I adore being in front of the camera as a bunny in rope, creating intricate harnesses and even daring to suspend myself over breathtaking landscapes like the Brooklyn Bridge.
But wait, there's more! I also bring the heat with my fire performance skills. Imagine capturing the mesmerizing dance of flames as I twirl with fire apparatuses, or the dramatic moment as I safely put flames in my mouth. These are the kind of images that can really set a portfolio ablaze.
My keen eye for photography means I can guide us towards those stunning angles and shots that will make each photo sizzle. Flexibility and creativity? They're the essence of what I do. I love contorting into new shapes and dreaming up bold, imaginative concepts that will make your work not just stand out, but truly ignite.
Joining me is like stepping into a world where art meets adrenaline. Whether we're capturing the delicate artistry of Shibari or the thrilling spectacle of fire dancing, I'm all about creating a fun, safe, and electrifying journey. Let's collaborate and create some heart-stirring, show-stopping images that are as unforgettable as they are fiery!
“My intention is to hold safe space for others to fully express themselves”
— Fay
